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The Invisible Weight of Activism

When: Tuesday, July 29 2025, 19:30-21:00.
Where: A’DAM Tower – The Panorama Studio, Amsterdam

A Rainbow Salute Foundation event during Amsterdam Pride

A conversation on the mental health impact of living and resisting openly

This event invited us into conversation.

During Amsterdam Pride 2025, we were joined by a panel of activists, including international voices and Dutch organisers, but the heart of this evening was in the people in the room. We’ve experienced an amazing conversation — how we’ve dealt with the mental toll of a world that pushes in on who we are, simply for being visible, vocal, or vulnerable.

The panel responded, reflected, and shared their own experiences — not just as experts removed from the struggle, but as peers who carry this weight too. And to help us move forward, Meghan Crutchely offered insights, grounding practices, and tools to sustain us. Because thriving is not just possible — it’s necessary.

This was a deeply felt evening of honesty, reflection, and community care. 

Main speaker Meghan Crutchely (they/them)

Health coach and facilitator, Meghan supports LGBTQIA+ and HIV/AIDS activists in building resilience through rest practices, community care, and self-connection.

The Impact is Real

For many LGBTQIA+ people, activism isn’t always loud. Sometimes it looks like walking hand-in-hand. Choosing not to. Looking over your shoulder before a kiss. Silencing a part of yourself to stay safe. Each of these choices carries weight — often unseen, but deeply felt. The Invisible Weight of Activism invites us to explore the mental and emotional toll of living visibly, resisting quietly, or simply existing in a world where not everyone wants you to. Activism doesn’t need a megaphone to leave a mark. Even the smallest acts of courage and caution can take their toll.

Meet Your Hosts

Our panel has a vast combined experience with activism and activists, and we’re proud to present them to you

The Marvelous Marvy (she/her)

As co-host of The Invisible Weight, Miss Marvy brings heart, humour, and high energy — singing, managing, and keeping the whole show flowing. She really does it all.

Jürgen Theuns (he/him)

As co-host of The Invisible Weight, actor and seasoned presenter Jürgen Theuns brings empathy, presence, and professionalism — guiding the conversation with warmth, humour, and heart.

The conversation was deep

Activism can be powerful, joyful, and transformative — but it can also be exhausting. The invisible weight we carry as LGBTQIA+ and HIV+ activists often goes unspoken: the burnout, the grief, the isolation, the pressure to always be strong. We shared our stories, our struggles, our survival. Whether we spoke or simply listened, our presence mattered. We talked honestly about what it costs to keep showing up — and how we can care for ourselves and each other while doing it.

Meet the panel

Our panel has a vast combined experience with activism and activists, and we’re proud to present them to you

Marja Lust (she/her)

Marja Lust serves as council member in Amsterdam and brings institutional insight from her work in public safety and LGBTQIA+ policing. She also previously served as a Lieutenant and criminal investigator with the Amsterdam Cold Case team—and advocates internationally through her role in the Pink In Blue police network.

Eliane Becks (they/them)

Eliane Becks is an artist, storyteller, HIV activist, and proud dragtivist. As the HIV Stigmafighter and Eric the DragKing, they share lived experience with fierce truth, resilience, and radiant style

Hans Verhoeven (he/him)

Hans Verhoeven, Ambassador of Pride Amsterdam, has been an active voice in Amsterdam’s LGBTQIA+ community for over 40 years. As a founder of Roze Wester and EuroPride Amsterdam, he brings both lived experience and deep movement history to the conversation.

Javier Alamo (he/him)

Javier Alamo is a Visual Artist and Co-Founder of the NGO for the Venezuelan LGBTIQ+ community, País Plural

“Activism asks a lot of us — and we don’t always talk about the toll it takes. Courage isn’t just showing up in the streets, it’s making space for the weight we carry. Because when we share it, we don’t carry it alone — and even heavy things become lighter.”

Eric Klaver – Event Coordinator

Empowerment Fund

Partly thanks to a donation from the empowerment fund, we can organise this activity during Pride Amsterdam. The fund offers financial support to projects that contribute to the emancipation
and inclusivity of the community. The Empowerment Fund was set up to ensure that everyone within the LGBTQIA+ community has a voice and can contribute to Pride Amsterdam. It specifically focuses on initiatives that have little access to other financing options. This further emphasizes and stimulates diversity
within Pride.

This event is in the past

Join us for an honest, affirming conversation that honours the full spectrum of activism — and the people behind it.

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